ohh today.

when did school get so hard, JEEEEEZ.

i have like a million papers due next week.

overWHELMING.

my life seems so crazy right now. finals in two weeks, 67 meals left on my plan to use up, in NINE DAYS, more homework and studying in this week than i've had all semester, all my christmas advent calendar chocolates gone, taking ANOTHER 15-hour train ride home for christmas, which is in like 23 days (not that i'm counting...). 

i am also looking at other schools for next year and trying to finish applications and scholarship applications as well.

i'm not trying to whine, really. but everything is all over the place.

hence, this. one thing that never ceases to give me comfort is as follows; 

God is constant, i am not.

its something thats been on my heart a freaking lot lately. i need to pound it into my brain. malachi 3:6.