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relationships are hard stuff man. its hard to not be selfish 100% of the time and its hard trying to put someone before yourself. i'm learning just how selfish i am and it really stinks and its really frustrating and most of the time i just want to ignore it and pass it by but i have to work on it. and working on things is also just hard!!!!!!!!! knowing that there are things wrong with you and that you'll never be able to work your way to being perfect is hard. life is hard. but God is 100% good and true and perfect and faithful and gracious. and because of that i don't have to be perfect. and that is both comforting and wonderful. but its darn hard trying not to be selfish, i tell ya.

thank God for jesus and the cross.